a pile of Sh*T please dont read? its stupid and makes no sense.

i hate my fuken damned asian family. HATE THEM. I HAVE NO PERSONAL FREEDOM.... >:O wat am i here for....god's mean, he put me in a place where i hav to liv up w/ ppl's expectations yet i hav nothing to use BLAH BLAH.....i hav nothing to liv for and nothing to strive for. i have nothing in my life that gives me any reason to liv happily. i just look foward to the day im out of this crap and into my own life. i dont want to be stuck here forever. i know that other ppl are suffering more than me and i shouldn't complain, bhut i dont have anything ANY DAMNED STUPID FUCKEN rights to live. aint that just GRAND? My life makes no sense at all. Sometimes i just look up and ask god y im even alive. And that question is still remained unanswerd. if my fricken parents want me to live and BE HAPPY-what everyone deserves- they should at least giv me some damned rights...i mean its not like im gonna go out on the street and get fucken raped by some asshole. i mean, there are plenty of gud ppl and they jsut "happen" to giv me to the bad ppl and not know it. they think ppl that hurt me are the ppl that "help" me. WAT THE FUK....damn......ok, i feel a lil better. mary's not here to discuss w/ me so i needa use the blog.. >.>